Travel
Travel through the darkness and find the light ,
You may find what you looking for in your sight .
Lost soul I am and unsaveable as I am told ,
My cards are still in my hand I did not fold .
Some days I wanted to to give in to this life,
More pain for in my heart went in another Knife.
I made a promise to some one I wouldn't kill myself,
So I try to take my pain and tears and put on a shelf.
No one really knows a person , no matter how much they try,
No one can really see their pain and all the tears they cry.
Please remember actions hurt others even if you don't want to,
Life is hard and we all want to be happy ,this is the only thing I know is true....
Jen Lemay ....
Tell The World
You can tell the world I meant nothing to you,
You can tell lies apond lies to ones without a clue.
You can tell the world you ripped another heart out,
For you have no conscious that is without a doubt.
You can tell the world I loved you truly and unconditionally,
My love will carry on, you can't turn it off like electricity.
You can tell the world I believed every lie you told,
That I would do anything for you , cause my heart you stoled.
You can tell the world I am crazy like you have done,
I did nothing except to try to make you smile and have fun.
You can tell the world I cried more than an ocean over you,
But tell them I watched you shed your tears to me too.
You can tell the world I wrote a song about you and I ,
That I have a tattoo with your name till the day I die.
You can tell the world you took a strong woman and broke her down,
You can tell the world because of you she'll be leaving this forsaken town.
Jennifer Pearl Lemay
written for Rodney Glenn Wiebe
Secret
Why must I only be a secret with you?
Are you ashamed of me, is it something I do?
I try to never hurt you in any way,
A commitment you don't want so you say.
I watched you go in and out of them tho,
Always calling me back when they go.
I am good enough for you when you are lonely,
A friend and lover on your nights only.
I have never meet any of your friends or family,
I have asked you to come places with me for reality.
You tell me maybe you will come but you never show,
To me I am just a secret for no one to know.
You text me to go to your place late at night,
During the day I don't see you, I'm out of sight.
I don't want to be a secret, can't you see?
I need and long more from thee.
Jennifer Lemay
You're The Reason
You're the reason my eyes sparkle so strong and true,
All these emotions and feelings to me are so very new.
You're the reason that I have happiness if it could only stay,
I know it's only for now because everything seems to fade away.
You have touched my life in so many wonderful & amazing ways,
You showed kindness, friendship and hope in the last few days.
At night it's your voice I long & desire to hear before I close my eyes,
From you I realized honesty, respect and most of all no lies.
You're the reason my world is brighter and a beautiful place,
I don't have to pretend no more cause now the smile is real on my face.
In my life the roads I traveled were full of hills and I was so alone,
The hatred, the pain and the evil all around me , I felt so cold as a stone.
But now I know I can get over the pain and put my past away to start fresh,
Because you showed me you cared beyond the pleasure of the flesh.
You're the reason I am okay and now my feet is standing on the ground,
I needed confidence , respect and friendship and in you that is what I found.
My world could shatter but if I'm in your arms I know I am okay,
Baby you showed me happiness and no one can take this away.
You're the reason that I won't give up ,I will fight to find that light,
For I have the will and strength from you not to ever lose my sight.
I know one day you will find that special one and you shall go your own way,
As for me I will cherish the memories, the texts and laughter every day .
Jen Lemay
Love Is
Love is wonderful in many ways,
It has it's precious moments all through the days.
You feel joy and happiness all through your heart,
It can be very confusing at the beginning ,at the start.
Nobody knows why or how we fall in love,
But sometimes it can be as beautiful as a dove.
Love is rare and you are lucky to ever find it,
Some don't and they seem so lost in a huge pit.
Sometimes in my life I don't have love and I feel lost,
I use to try to find it and I didn't care the cost.
Love can't be found, in a unusual way it just appears,
When love comes you will know for there will be no more fears.
People ask what love is, well my friend I'm trying to tell you,
People try and listen to what I say remember it to.
There is so many ways to explain what love is,
You can tell you're in love just by that special person you miss.
My dear I hope you understand just what I'm trying to say,
Everyone needs love no matter what they have to pay.
Well my dearest friend that is what love is to me,
That is how I feel because I fell in love with you, you see.
Jen Lemay
Hurting Questions
Where is my daddy, do you know?
Why does my mommy always cry so?
Is it because she's all alone?
Do you know, or have you always known?
I know I'm young but someone please tell me why,
Why does my mommy sometimes want to die?
Why did daddy leave mommy before I was born?
I want to know because my mommy is torn.
My mommy says it's because of her , is it true?
Is that why my mommy is sometimes blue?
Mommy still loves my daddy I fear,
Because on her cheek falls another tear.
She is hurting everyday and is in pain,
To my mommy a baby I will always remain.
But I must ask these questions so I may know,
How my life may just go.
Jen Lemay
Questions
When oceans flow,
Where does the water go?
Why does the wind blow?
That makes tress sway so.
Why does life hurt me?
What does the day come to be?
When will answers come?
How will I find some?
life has so many storms,
Tunnels that love swarms.
What in the world can I do?
Everything is so very blue.
I don't know what I can say,
To change everything today.
Jen Lemay
Crying
My heart and soul is slowly dying,
My eyes always seem like they are crying.
Everyone that I ever loved is gone so far away,
I just want them to come back to me I pray.
Inside I feel so torn apart and so very alone,
I wish everyday my heart would turn to stone.
crying that is what my eyes shall always do,
My tears they will ease the pain a little too.
But at every single day that goes by,
My heart, my eyes and my soul they will cry.
Jen Lemay
Never Mild Tears
Never mild tears will flow down my cheek,
In heaven it's you my eyes will seek.
I ask why did God have to take only you,
For you were my life and now I don't know what to do.
Everyday I longed to see your smiling face,
My heart is shattered and will never be able to be replaced.
Louis Goerge Dufour you were my dreams come true,
You gave me happiness and love I never really knew.
I have loved you for more than a year,
I can remember the times we shared as on my cheek falls a tear.
I cry all the time now that you have left this earth,
I wish I would of known you since birth.
Our time together was so limited as I can see,
I will always cherish every moment you spent with me.
You brought me so much happiness I don't know how to live without you,
My love for you will always go on and someday I will join you to.
Now my tears flow down my cheeks praying it's you I will see,
For I will never believe this is the way it was suppose to be.
I didn't even get to say good bye so I know I will see you,
I miss you so damn much and my love for you is true.
Tears shall always fall now that you are so far away,
But in my heart and soul you always will be here to stay.
Jen Lemay
A Cry For Help
I cry and cry till there is no more tears please hear my cries,
I want to go and leave this cruel world for my soul slowly dies.
Die I want to , I really do, if I close my eyes forever,
Everything will still remain the same,
I can't go on for another day , please hear my soul can't pay.
Let me close my eyes forever for I want to die,
cries is all my heart does, I want to be free to fly.
Close my eyes forever for no one loves me,
Heaven is the only place for my eyes to see.
No I just can't take the pain, I can't live anymore,
Help me I'm falling and I can't get up, I'm so torn.
If I close my eyes forever will anybody even care?
I have to close my eyes forever for my love now I can not share.
Jen Lemay
